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I'm fine, I'm fine

goes past few days, I somehow wonderful. It is up to the fact that I have taken my bike on Friday from the garage. The cart is still really jumped right away, even though I had not even disconnected the battery. What with my mood still has a high proportion can I appreciate just because nothing has really changed. I'm still in doubt about everything and nothing, it goes forward.

Well, I am now more than a week-by no longer sick and now I will soon again have to take a 1-Euro-Job. This is partly bad because it's a strange feeling to work for one euro an hour. On the other hand, it goes with me such a better job, first as in the labor market. With two candidates in the last year I have been € 1200 net in prospect, if I would get the job. From the moment I get ARGE 950 € including rent. If I then take to the 160 € that I earn, I get to 1110 €. That is 90 € less than in the primary labor market, but I need pay no child support for my son. Thus, the bill is for me again. Although for some of the Spies Eaters out there determined anti-social, but for me it is anti-social capital. The capitalists do not take more responsibility for their workforces. Because there is hardly anymore, only temporary workers.

An alternative would be a 400-euro job, because then I could probably keep almost everything, 160 € for me and the rest for the maintenance, because that goes against everything. But I can therefore difficult to rouse, I find this all completely unsatisfactory. I must be in an economic crisis still more can be exploited by capital, since I do not really want to join. If only the ordinary German citizens would be a bit committed in the political sphere, it would also more possible. As it was, you have to fight like Don Quixote tilting at windmills. I have now made a plan to form a club, or something like that.

It could also be one other community, which anarchic, something outside the conventions and outside of the Law on Associations. On the other hand, I want to have donations, since one must indeed be serious or even contribute to, anyway. But in the butt I crawl to anyone else, either people are happy or they should leave it.

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What's new?

I am again been to the doctor and when I was there, then I'm gekokmmen bad mood. Somehow I have today written about elsewhere, no one understands me and based on reciprocity. No idea if I am wrong will slow, or if there were any other always. Be that as it may, I have today concluded with Germany. When I think about a clear future, then this will not happen in Germany. This will only take place to hang out yet, I can not anymore.

I've done fifteen years, the so-called normal life. Also I was not happy, I drank lots of alcohol and stress in my family a tour. I made a retraining after therapy. Retraining, which I did not really make a commercial history. And I'm not a businessman, but that was the only thing to me after the therapy offered at the employment office. I did not want to stop working as a laborer, so I then just made this commercial retraining.

It was a mistake, I have no desire to tell the story great, I have not worked well for almost three years and I will no longer work in a commercial occupation. Since 2005, I caused by the occupation depression. But I'll rehab is out of the question of depression is still no reason, that's how it is.

In any case, I'm sick of this perpetual failure in all policy areas that I pay for it in the Ernst case. I was doing with any more, I am out jack. It is certainly an indictment for this republic, that after fifteen years and again had to throw in the towel because I just do without the right job in detail. And if I go, then on my way, not on the state road.

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manic phase

Since yesterday I am back in a manic phase, I am fine, I am active and have positive thoughts. I still have not settled the outstanding debts, which I have reported in the last post, but to me it's stopped caring. I take only the most necessary for my head and still is doing well. I am once again in between has become clear that I can only change my own life anscheindend, but society does not. But I have to learn in any case, even with the Shit, which runs around me to cope. Since I am far from it, because I've so my thoughts and views to the status quo.

I see the brainwashing, which progresses more and more and is also funded by the legislature through tuition fees and other hurdles to get around now in order to get an education. Can you just because white-collar workers or parents to provide for, durchzufüttern a child to 23, but also pay for tuition? These fees are used to does not also help to wear the learners have more or better education, but are even more likely to tamping of holes due to mismanagement and wheeling and dealing have been created.

I always get afraid again, I feel like a fringe group, as a minority, as a doormat of the stupid people that are doing poorly at work, but do not carry their anger to the capitalists, but for the poor. So states like seventy years ago, at dusk, the decline of Europe and the world. But I will do no such thing, because I will die standing, before I let whips me. I'll stand up against the ignorance of the masses against these self-representational bang batches in government and in the institutions. We have to put an end to this privileged caste, an end to the desk perpetrators get away with the real criminals and madmen. This is the reason why I do not work for this shit Laden, no one deserves it, that I work for him, sorry, since you have already do even more for me before I return something.

The ignorant world believes it sends a junkie in therapy that does not deserve the name, and then everything is settled forever. Most clients will anyway quickly relapse and permanently succeed only people who ship so the state and the society that one may already be bad. These fascists, the show with his fingers on the people to whom they had sold their material, or from whom they bought their material. The other with fingers show, even though they have a few months earlier still eating from the garbage can. These traitors are not the cause, such people have made Hitler possible, I shit on them, really.

So now I have to take my fight against ignorance and stupidity again.