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My activities

After I had created some pages on Facebook and had it deleted again, I remembered my group "Other - So what, I too am a man!" one. I looked yesterday and found us again that there had entered two new members. I have now written to me, let's see if there was further leading comes out.

Also, I have now set again a few financial things, so I'm now a bit more overview of my financial affairs. It is hard, I have less money and more and more debt. O2 now so will have of me wg € 380. a dubious statement. The city works to me are on their feet and so on and so on. My bike needs new brake pads and a new rear tires, carburetor electronics is probably again over it, she did not start.

Then I could use even a good road bike, after my two bikes were stolen in March here in this wonderful area. So you see, there are I see no reason to be satisfied, I am a poor bastard, that's just like that, but I still try to be reasonably satisfied, and the head not to let too much hang.

Then I begin to also visit the way, as it looks like the labor market. I also do this with not much hope, I am 45 and for three years, have no work experience more, so I am all for HR professionals without experience. How should I still get a job that I should even tell the consortium. As yet, only what remains on the x-th job market, who is annoyed as a thirty-year head around with a 45-YEARS, who knows everything better anyway, which is true also. We'll see how things go on here, a positive attitude towards this issue, I definitely am not.

There are also some other projects, I would like to tackle, I will try a few things on the social web industry. I want to build a community among other things, so gather friends on Facebook and followers on Twitter, so I can get to have my information more widely. An article for a book to appear, I will probably now write it too, although I've long resisted.

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finds and mental leaps

I recently cleaned up once my drug-blog, sometimes looked whether I prefer someone purely because of my biography in which live would be and what could possibly be against. And I about some hard, but very hard Postings stumbled, I have written in frenzy and are then already some results, one draws from such postings. This makes it so mulu alcohol in the skull that it's too late. It reduces your inhibitions, there are many well-born mad rush children. Maybe I'll publish the times here or anonymously, as before.,

comes with me when Alkohokonsum then the increased aggression to it is just terrible and I'm glad I no longer touch them to the garbage at the moment. This is simply a hard drug, which your brain and body damage to such an extent, that is hardly a devastating drug on the market there. Alcohol kills brain cells, just as if you were sniffing glue. This one has to keep time in mind, you should look because even if there are not healthier because of intoxication, even if that might be prohibited. That should give priority to his health and not the wrong laws.

would be enormous importance even if the drug commissioner would ensure that all drugs are now considered equally critical. It does not help to say that you already have so many problems with the alcohol that you want to expand in any case, the offer yet. But I am of the opinion that it would be better to tell the kids, hands off from alcohol and not "Know your limits." That puts it all too much. I know that for other drugs also my limit and think that also, why is it forbidden and the alcohol that's okay? These are the wrong signals, which Germany will hurt even more enormous. Either stay away from anything or regular education, but this condition is brainwashing and disinformation.

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comment to the blog

The Retweet button, the button-like Facebook and the google-it buttons are even easy to illustrate for me on the side. I'm going first of all not assume that someone retweetable my general posts or weiterempfielt. Furthermore, here, too much traffic, I had until a few days Counter, who was now after 5 years to 12,000 and something. So about 2,000 requests a year, it'd be just happy if I had a week. From 2000 on the day I do not even like to dream until then I realized it, but since I do not have much planned. With this blog I can create unlikely, for so earth-shattering the topic is not for want.

I write already in the subtitle of the blog that he is a form of therapy for me, which is mainly important for me because I do not look so much to "followers". But this blog is a good place to start was at that time because it started just to so with the blog five years ago. Then the whole yes, even two years languished untouched to himself. I've done in between news and now I'm back to a certain extent the diary. I can see my personal development. That's an interesting thing, if you do this for years, because you reflektriert again and you can easily see where you stand now, if you draw comparisons with the experiences and feelings from the past.

I still have another blog, "My life with the Addiction - Outside of Society", in which I work less rather than more in the moment. Even this blog I started about% years, but I am not yet come so far with my drug web. I write, when to do it and often it is not, I will write no crack or successful popular stuff, I want to write authentically. Therefore, sometimes fall hard sentences and words, because I often write when I'm totally on the ground.

In any case, I am looking forward to any reader of comments, I just got in all the years yet none. Otherwise, I'll also have a technical blog, so either Internet and a computer or smarphone and Legalize blog launch, because those are my issues. If agreed then the content, then I will make efforts to establish a readership. I would like to do much more with it, but I'm just not positive and optimistic enough, although I have fun at the whole. I just need to stop with the waiting times and start with the things just go right inside. It remains to be seen to tell there would be enough.

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Relaunch Design

So now I have even changed the design and the whole a few gadgets, widgets, plugins or whatever enriched. I hope that counts. The buttons for the whole social media sum should appear on each post in itself, but we can not realize about the Template Wizard. You can also HTML myself rumstricken, I have recently done and done it, like the button was there, whither he should. But there was a change in the code, that's all converted very nice and I do not have a clear view anymore because I'm not a programmer anyway, I can because the basic things in terms of HTML, if it ever goes so far.

I like to look at things and screw around, I've always done it on the computer and it has brought something. Unfortunately I made out nothing was in the late eighties successful and well-paid operator in a time still "exotic" business I've built with the drug, which I read was not mature enough (Can you at http://littleownme . blog.de). Unfortunately I got after my therapy, no chance to enter the field again, that was four years before 2K, because where they wanted to bring Indian EDVler then to Germany, because too few workers were there. This is sometimes bad, when I consider that I should work here for at least 20 years as a clerk. That does not fit to me, that's not my job, that's me too dull. It will probably stay but I have no choice, I hope that I will not again fall deeper if I need to make such a disliked job.

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at it again

you did not last long, my break from Facebook. Actually it was more of an oversight, since I had started Seesmic, a social media application, and I was automatically logged back on Facebook. But it was honestly not that bad for me, that after such a short time again am active on Facebook. During the deactivation of my account I had not thought I again would only get some order into my stamping. Because with such a crazy and destructive nonsense posts, I pity me anyway only used it, and the positive effect of which is also not enough. I do not expect that only a man, be he ever so understanding, could take something from me. In any case, not when I am wrong. Although I have

restored yet again the whole order, which is probably not happen in my life but I now know I do not write or post more when I am on the ground. Since I'm going to find something else, because I have to look that is definitely very important. If I am doing well so far, then I can be somewhat creative and I have hope and look more positively in the future. But if I hang with, it's really bad. Then I feel totally alone and lonely, I'm basically even in three years. But even that I want to create, for I am of course not really lonely, because I often have my son with me. But if he goes back, I'm alone again and sometimes I speak for days on nothing, as no one comes to me. If, then get out of the apartment. But this is sometimes not easy, because then I would not be meeting any other people, because I think the satisfaction and I am unhappy, I'm jealous of the others.

I forget many times that I probably often have the better cards than the average citizen, I get myself with and also what is going on around me. I let myself down not make heads or blackmail, I live, I laugh and I cry again and again. But that's just life, not this look into the void in the S-Bahn, when people are on their way to work or home after work. Since I rarely see more life and if someone laughs or fall out of line, then it is usually a foreigner and everyone looks pissed, because everyone has to carry his bundle. And he wears it bent and silent, just not notice, still life and quietly die, because it makes every so. This is non-life; I prefer, I will participate, but not to the manner in which the consortium says, but as a say in our common future.

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It's over, a Facebook or Twitter more

I do not think it took about two or three days, then my site and the group were back waste. Not only that, but I reported total off from all social networks, delete two accounts on Twitter and deactivated my Facebook account. The reason was once again well my depression. It often happens that I have a more or less good idea that I follow very shortly intense and optimistic. I see but after a few days, no significant progress or success, then beats my optimism to pessimism in pure, I can do something difficult. In these days about a week I just did not feel like the people continue to offend with my worst tirades, if not, then yet to be bored at least. I am usually already aware that I am with my destructive aggression peppered with postings myself, just pity.

The language is a very important thing for me and there are different languages to different emotional states. I usually describe directly into Facebook and Twitter my current psychological state, but also the latest news on various topics I share or retweet it. It could well come to training or more seizures in terms of language. I am with my mood rather on the ground when I write directly in the networks, I am well, I have other priorities. Since then I write more on my blog, I'm just thinking about my Psotings, or sometimes not so much, but it is by no means a spontaneous writing, and the social web. Here I polish on anything, that's all authentic, which I share as spontaneous.

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Action Concrete

Yesterday I started a Facebook group and set up two pages. That's the madness that is what it does. Twice a button pressed and you have done what you somehow immortalized in the network. Your tracks will always be visible, you can not hide the way you are in real life can not. There is always someone To give up the scans immediately and looks at you.

Seriously, what I see going forward. What will become of the whole that I can now imagine it just yet, but I wait and see what was coming up all on me or not. Because I know if there's no progress to the group, I leave that quite quickly left again. Because that is one of my core issues, stay tuned to something, although we see no progress, by biting on things. There are exceptions, or simply areas where I may lay bite me so that you may not believe it. I'm like a perfectionist, and some things I never really, because something is missing.

The Facebook Group called "Anders - So what, I too am a man!" and to bring people together no more and no less. So they should just do this for what it is created, contact. This can "outsiders" and interested non-affected together and promote greater understanding of the "others" or "geek". I imagine there in front of various public relations and education in order to build prejudices. It is unacceptable that one cut of "Normopathen" just because you differently. You have to create a different consciousness first with the "others" so that it can create a different consciousness in Normopathen.

One side, the I created on Facebook, also deals with the subject "problem children", "Help for problem children - Help!". Here is the topic of outsiders to be cut, even in terms of support for this project, not least financial support. Last but not least I was immortalized as a person on a Facebook page, if I am a person of public life times. I probably all model still tens of times around until it's the way I imagine it. This is so as in life, it lives up everything and I am an absolute opponent of entrenched and totally controlled things, because we in Germany are so prone to over-organization. I like just no rules and commands that for Normopathen so enormously important. Even if it loses effectiveness, what kind of effectiveness? The effectiveness that can be measured in euros or in any other way? Effectiveness, I mean, we measure different, independent in satisfaction of money.

I'm doing some people happier, then that is a wage that is irreplaceable by any money in the world.

So, now I have to go out to win people to my ideas, make me think, what kind of people I should respond, how and where. This must be the first step to create community, to be powerful. Do I have enough allies, then I can take concrete steps . Superior I hope I can stay there a bit of it, because I think it does pretty fast, that all this makes no sense anyway. Then again I would just sag and everything still throw. But having achieved so much in my life, but I will also hammer out the still.

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What Does the Future

I'm seriously thinking about what I can do in the future to be happy again. I am now for three years not at work and slowly become really noticeable. On the one hand, I find it frankly positive, to do what I want. I go to bed whenever I want, I get up, when I want. When the sun is shining, then I can always get out and down on the meadow . Lay I do not have to wait until the weekend and the weather is bad again.

But in many situations I would love to work again at T-Systems with twice as much work as three years ago. I simply no longer community that still has a foothold in society. And I do not know where I want to go, so it is very difficult. I do not think much of a life regulated. But I want to have on the other side of my family. It's just so much turmoil in me.