There is a word that means: "Time heals all wounds, but the memory it tears again." I assume that everyone has felt the pain more or less already own. It just occurred to me is just spontaneous and really has to do with the posting does not matter, because ...
... I will work from Monday, but what is just as makeshift Participation may be called to the company, because I will participate in a working measure of the consortium. Please do not laugh or cry, or whatever, I wanted it in November last year itself. And if you've awakened sleeping dogs, then settles down again when they have their will. I have done but at least one year, keep me the whole shit more or less at bay. For in November 2009 I sent my consultant on such a shit job that was absolutely unadäquat for me. I am also occurred from the beginning to quite hard with my counselor, just to make the same clear and forced labor to signal to me you have to try that crappy default program runs with me not.
Even the employment agency at the time wanted to put in measures that I have set all after one or two days from my side. And I got just as not cut one cent of remuneration. I let myself not be treated as supplicants, to me is the model of Germany from 1949 well thought out, I am one hundred percent of the Basic Law. Only if the laws, the laws of the powerful and the rich are and bend the law and to interpret them for themselves, then the model will be kicked and you just have to look at as a failure. A justice or social state that is for me never been right, because the greatest financial benefit on the social state, the people who be in the middle class and above.
Also in the consortium now I have already canceled two working measures, since that was not for me. I do not do anything, just so I would certainly not be exploited again. But this time it is something that will bring me something. I introduced myself as office help, because I had to halt work after my therapy. The wanted to know what to do, computing, they have not granted me. Because if you have many years was a lazy junkie, then you will not be rewarded with his dream job, that could even call imitators on the scene. And so then the very few people who create the jump of heroin, worn down sooner or later, with shitty Work and shit everyday. In any case, I slipped on request in the IT service. It also means more exploitation, because in itself it's all in the unassuming Arbeitsmahssnahmen to jobs, so that one is more worn down and finally accept also the greatest filth job on the primary labor market, mainly away from the shitty consortium. I am going to do other jobs, however, that simply should not run as a working measure, but I can again be fit in the area and I like doing it, so what to do. Currently I have no chance in the IT field at the first store, so I'm first this
Otherwise, this year has been crappy similar to the last two and I have already again a horror in front of the year, this celebration of love in which all the hatred in the world and then check off a fucking year at 31.12. is all so ordinary and boring, I would just like to get out, but I do not have the Cross and also not in the budget. Well, I'm 45, so far I've managed so it goes on too. Would be nice if things would go easier on the hand, but I have to wear flat and the other has something else in cooking. Pisses me again everything here in cold country, a cold, heartless society and pain I have never seen otherwise and I Europe I've seen almost everything. No one laughs in the train, everyone is just grim and sucks on it, which puts so down on me with all my might that I already can not go well at the thought of this stupid people. Sun submissive and servile were probably not many people, it is a tragedy and I think it's not too great to be a German and proud I am three times on them. For that we leave no trace, nothing own, just worst mediocrity with absolutely blunt shows, which would have us believe that we at least have pop stars, superstars or some other prominent personalities. But I wanted to write something else, well, then I stop it when ever I digress. In any case, this is a small sense of achievement for the next Week it will build me a little, then the routine and the boredom is back. But as a last dying hope.
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